Jason & Mia, you think about them when you did this shit? I wonder if they’ll even happen. </3
I wake up and i just stare into the ceiling and i say to myself “she really didnt care, cuz if she did care and if she did love me, she wuldnt have lied on our 5 years and she wuldnt have thrown it away.” Oh and i have a lotta pain in my foot, accounting theres a huge hole in it -__- and it keeps bleeding nonstop….
I sit here laying down, wide awake at 2:45 a.m…. I feel nothing but betrayal and resent. YOU were the only person i trusted, YOU were the only person i truley loved. Yet love and trust just wasnt enough. You went ahead and did drugs behind my back, and swore yu didnt. Yu went on dates and met new guys behind my back, and probably kissed them as well. As i saw words such as “lets blaze...
When yu get a chance to read this. Yu dissapointed me with hiding all these things from me. And yu thought i wuld nvr find out. Well i sure did. All of it.
Has made me stronger. So throw watever the fuck yu want at me. I’ll surpass it.
Im callin for an emergency..
And yur mom picks up and says dont call and i cant even explain why i called… Yayy. No more calling yu in case of emergencies.